Four Alaskans die in crash

The Alaska Army National Guard is mourning the deaths of four crew members killed in a Black Hawk helicopter crash Saturday in Iraq, officials said Monday. The four are the Alaska Army Guard’s first combat deaths since World War II.

Names of the dead crew members have not been officially released. Their next of kin have been notified, according to Alaska Guard spokeswoman Kalei Brooks.

The four were with the 1st Battalion, 207th Aviation Regiment. The Black Hawk also carried eight passengers.

Four Alaskans die in crash: Black Hawk part of Army Guard’s 207th — Cause of downing ‘absolutely unknown’ (Anchorage Daily News, 10 Jan 2006).

There have been other Alaska casualties in Iraq, both dead & wounded. May their families & friends be consoled. May the families, friends, communities of all those killed & harmed by this war be consoled, & find their way to peace. May this war end. May we learn better ways of achieving justice.

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Under new management

186. 93 mg/dL.

That represents, respectively, my weight when I got up this morning, & my fasting blood glucose (overnight fast since my last meal last night).

By the weight measure, that means I’ve lost four pounds since beginning the transformation of my dietary & activity habits. I measured that much yesterday & the day before, too, and the day before that I’d been at 190 for a couple days after being at 188 for a couple days… some of that up & down no doubt having to do with water retention. But it is going down; & it seems to be sticking, so long as I keep up what I’m doing.

The BG measure is really encouraging too. The current criteria for prediabetes says that a person is diabetic if s/he has fasting BG of 100 or higher (up to about 124, I think, at which point the diagnosis becomes full diabetes). And I’ve been in that area a lot when first getting up. But I think making some progress on dietary changes, plus the addition of cinnamon, has helped a lot. Just a caution to myself: good BG in the morning doesn’t mean I’m no longer prediabetic… I’m not ready to say that until I’ve truly integrated these dietary measures, I’ve lost the weight I need to lose, & I have a say-so from my naturopath. How I’m beginning to eat now needs to be a lifelong thing, not just a passing diet. Besides, postmeal BG has to be taken into account too.

Cinnamon: last week learned that as little as 1/4 to 1/2 tsp. of cinnamon daily can improve BG & also assist in restoring insulin sensitivity. Today’s my second day of actually using it. It does seem to help.

My pancreatic B-cells are all asking each other, “Have we had a change of management upstairs? She hasn’t been overworking us like she used to!”

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Rocks in clear water


This is how I’m feeling today: clear & clean. A cool breeze feeling (though it’s cold water in the picture). Among many things I’m reminded of by these rocks and the water over them, I am reminded of my mom, who loved this lake so much. And me? Some of the first photos of me ever taken were taken at Lake McDonald.

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Low Glycemic Eating Yahoo group

Low Glycemic Eating is a discussion list at Yahoo for people attending to the glycemic index (GI) and/or glycemic load (GL) in their food planning. Many of the people there are following diets that are out there in the big wide world like Atkins or South Beach, etc., but some are, like me, just trying to fit basic good nutritional sense with the added tool of GI/GL.

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Blogging health

The timeline goes something like this:

On an unspecified date in the late 1950s (I won’t get more specific to evade identity theft), I was born in a hospital in small-town Montana at 11 pounds, 12 and 1/4 ounces. Two weeks overdue — but still, that’s mighty big. Only recently did I learn that my mom had gestational diabetes when she carried me, & in fact my large birth weight was an indication of that.

Fast forward to about four years ago: my naturopath diagnosed me as being prediabetic.

Fast forward to just a little more than a month ago: Mom died, at age 76. Her death was not expected, but it wasn’t entirely unexpected either: she’d had health problems for many years stemming primarily from Type 2 diabetes.

Fast forward to December 21: at a winter solstice celebration at a friend’s house, I walked the labyrinth that had been laid out in an upstairs room, taking my feelings about Mom & her death in with me. (Walking a labyrinth is a sort of walking meditation; for more about them, see the Labyrinth Society’s page explaining what a laybrinth is.) There were, & are, a lot of feelings within me about my mom; but the one that seems to be having the most immediate effect in the Real World has to do with my health.

Two days later, on December 23 at the Natural Pantry, our local natural foods grocery store, I bought a book called How to Prevent and Treat Diabetes with Natural Medicine by Michael T. Murray, N.D. and Michael R. Lyon, M.D. On December 27, at Costco, I bought a glucose monitor, & only half-watched my family’s DVD viewing of “Madagascar” while I learned to use it. And since then, I’ve been reading other books about the glycemic index (GI), prediabetes & diabetes prevention, & related stuff, while simultaneously applying that knowledge to my diet & physical activity.

There’s a lot of recording one can do, & that for me is helpful to do. There’s the little diary that comes with the glucose monitor for recording blood glucose readings, there’s the food/exercise diary I downloaded for my Palm Tungsten T5 handheld computer, & now there’s this blog.

Addendum:
It’s been pointed out to me that I don’t explain anywhere what terveys means. Well, it’s the Finnish word for “health.”

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On a health road

There’ll be a lot more to say about this. Suffice it for now to say that just over a week ago, one of my responses to Mom’s death became to take some pretty active steps to take care of my health.

There’s no question that Mom’s death was a result of long-term complications of Type 2 diabetes. Four years ago my naturopath diagnosed me as being pre-diabetic. I took half-hearted steps to care for myself then, but that didn’t last. The steps I’m taking now aren’t half-hearted, but full-hearted. I’m learning about diabetes & pre-diabetes. I bought a glucose monitor & am using it. I’m learning about glycemic index (GI) & glycemic load (GL), & am changing my diet in response to what I’m learning. I’m getting at least a half hour of good (& aerobic) exercise every day, & looking for other ways to get exercise just in the course of day to day living. I’ve lost one, possibly two pounds already: with a goal of losing 30 pounds before the summer.

Yes, more to say about this, definitely. And I sure as hell think I would be honoring Mom better by taking active regard for my own health, than following the same road that for whatever reasons she found herself on. Mom, I love you.

I posted a long comment/question responding to the item GI News Briefs in The Glycemic Index Newsletter: January 2006 about how to make a “personal” estimate of glycemic index for foods that aren’t in the GI database.

Update: 6 Jan 2006: I will be keeping track of some of what I learn & experience on this journey to health at Terveys.

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Cut apple


For our Thanksgiving apple pies. Anchorage, Alaska. 24 Nov 2005.

A very tasty (& might I say very sexual) Fuji. Now that I’m watching my low vs. high glycemic index carbohydrates, these sweet beings are becoming a regular part of my diet.

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Legacy

Arrived back in Anchorage late Saturday night. Last night with my partner I watched a documentary about Ram Dass, “Fierce Grace,” which title refers to his 1997 stroke which has led him to experiences & realizations he otherwise could not have had. There was a very moving section of the documentary with the parents of a daughter who had been murdered, to whom Ram Dass had written a letter very much on the same idea: that the pain & anger & confusion & all of what came with their daughter’s death was her legacy to them: not something that their daughter would have chosen, but yet feelings through which they could gain to wisdom, compassion, love that was also their daughter’s legacy to them. As the mother read his letter aloud to camera, I recognized it: he didn’t offer them false comfort about their daughter’s death, he didn’t say any of the superficial blandishments that are so commonly & clumsily offered … it’s all much harder than that, & much more real. More profound.

My mother’s death was different than that young girl’s abrupt & meaningless murder. My mom’s death was not expected, but not entirely unexpected either, given her health problems. But it is the same thing. It was not something she chose or that any of us chose; but the pain I feel at her death, & about whatever wounds within her that I don’t believe ever found healing in life, are part of her legacy to me — that along with all the unmistakable good things she gave to me — & I will carry all of it in the best way I can, & hope always to honor her by it.

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Green family


With Dad and Mom, Mer, Mark, and Dave.
Columbia Falls, Montana. Abt. 1964.

I’ve heard stories of families that, when a parent died, had all kinds of resentment or anger between family members over past wrongs and hurts. Well, we each have a share of hurts we’ve suffered from each other or given each other. But overall, all of us have had the capacity to work things out inside ourselves & with each other — so that in these past few days, as we’ve gathered together my dad & my brothers & sister & I (along with some other members of our family), we have been able to join together in sadness but also in closeness & love, to remember my mother, & to continue with each other in that same closeness & love. I was born in good fortune into this family, with this mother, this father, these brothers & sister. I love you all. And Mom, I miss you; but I know you’re just the other side of Tuonelanjoki, the river of Death’s land, & although I can’t hear you in some ways I once did, I will listen to hear you in the new ways that you will continue to speak to my heart & spirit & life. I will carry on, always myself, & always your daughter.

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My mom



Rauha Elizabeth Siukola Green, 23 Oct 1928 – 29 Nov 2005
Please light a candle for her.

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